2012 Dragon feng shui

Got this from Yahoo!news:

Some Feng Shui techniques that you can easily utilize in the office without the need to purchase auspicious-looking items or constructing unwieldy office implements.

1. Locate your work desk or cubicle in the bright side of the office, be it natural or artificial illumination.

Yeah right, as if I can suka-suka move my cubicle lol. But good thing that my entire department is extra brightly lit compared to the rest of the office :P

2. Sit in a location that has a solid wall or partition behind you.

Yeah… Cubicle… I got 3 partitions and 1 wall. Very secure lol.

3. Try not to sit in a manner that places you in a face-to-face situation with a work colleague.

I sit diagonally half the time… But the other half of the time I can’t help it lah.

4. Do not sit at the end of a long hallway or corridor. If you happen to not have a say in this situation, Ken advises you to deflect the malignant energy flowing down the hallway by placing a plant between you and the hallway.

Err.. Safe from this, I think… O.o

5. Face your success direction. Find out which is your success direction (as well as your other directions such as wealth, networking, good relationship, etc.) .

Uh?! Ok malas lah.

When all is said and done, we do recommend you not to bet your entire house on your fortunes. After all, moderation is key in everything.

No kidding lol. This fengshui business sure is quite the hassle eh.

 

Rat in the Water Dragon

In exactly one week from today, we will be ushering in the year of the Water Dragon. I’m loving the CNY decor in malls, cause you know I love dragons hehe. Anyway! According to Mr Joey Yap, feng shui for the Rat this year aaaaare:

This year, the Rat will enjoy good tidings in the workplace and some generally auspicious Wealth Luck as well. There will be chances and opportunities to propel your life forward in new and exciting ways. Health-wise, though, you may have to be a little more careful with your body and take proper precautions with illnesses.

Sounds alright? Let’s check out the elaborations.

Career

You will be blessed with the presence of the General Star, which will help you move ahead at work. However, problems may arise in your relationships with colleagues and superiors. You will have to avoid being stubborn, and learn to be more flexible and accommodating of people’s views and opinions. In the meantime, be aware of potential gossip – some colleagues are not to be trusted.

Avoid being stubborn huh? That would be tricky lol. But moving ahead at work, that’s good news :)

Wealth

You will have much to look forward to, due to your career performance. As a result, a potential raise or even a bonus may be in store for you. As your career outlook is also likely to be good, doing well at work will bring about improved wealth opportunities. Furthermore, it will be important to draw attention to your talents and capabilities, as others will sit up and take notice – and more than likely reward you for it!

Raise! :D I needs it!

Relationships

This is a good year for Rats who are already in a relationship, particularly a long-term one – as wedding bells could be ringing! If this is something that you’ve long wanted, then this is definitely an auspicious year to get things going. Singles will find that luck works in your favour in terms of potential mates, especially since there is no Peach Blossom Star in your Palace this year. If you have someone in mind, 2012 is an ideal time to make your move and feelings known.

Wedding bells?? THIS year?? Yes I want but in this case, a bit too soon and sudden, no? O_o

Health

Unfortunately, you are likely to fall ill frequently and suffer from injuries. Be careful when you’re out and about, particularly if you indulge in extreme sports or engage in high-risk physical activities. Pay attention to your diet and make some changes, such as cutting down on fried and junk foods.

Alamak! Well, in that case, it’s a good thing that my new year’s resolution is to eat better, eh XD And I don’t think I have any dangerous physical activities…

Figure it out

Bravo to you if you figured out to highlight the text to read it. This is camouflaged to indicate that I wanna talk, but not too obvious. Yes I’m going discreet again, this time beyond just discreet. (Wth am I talking about anyway)

If you know me enough, then you know that I have a strong personality with an attitude. The type that I can’t change because this is what I am. But just because I have a “fiery” personality, doesn’t mean that I’m a very strong person. Sometimes even the strongest people still fall fragile, and this is one of my moments.

My previous post talks about me being a lonesome person. But it goes into a whole new level of loneliness when I feel a sense of abandonment. I guess this kind of abandonment that I experience all my life is what ended me up being a lonesome person. Friends leaving me, then family leaving me. I am really not that much of an independent person, I still need people. But sometimes it feels like people don’t need me. Look at how often my phone rings, be it texts or calls. Also look at my Facebook, I’m helluva active user but not like I get many responses despite having a huge friends list.

I cried just now just thinking about this situation. And then I cried even harder upon realisation that I currently have nobody that can comfort me. All I ever wanted in life, in all honesty, is to be happy. I can’t figure out why my happiness has always been rather short-lived. I’m surrounded by people but who do I have to keep me happy in the long run?

Sometimes I wonder… I keep thinking that people are incompetent, but perhaps the troubled one is myself? But what can I do to make people care more about me? Even the people closest to me can’t even figure out when something is wrong. You’d think that if they know me enough, they’ll know that it’s serious when I become discreet because I’m a babble mouth when it comes to expressing my normal frustrations.

I hate December. This December. This year both Christmas and New Year gives us long weekends, yet I spend it alone. Hopeful, but disappointed in the end. Maybe next time I won’t expect so much.

I know there are people in possibly worse situations than me… But still, sucks to be me right now.

Lonesome me

I think I’ve blogged about something like this before some time back. But never mind, I feel like expressing my thoughts on this again. Besides, I don’t remember exactly what I wrote about previously lol. I don’t think it’s the same as what I’m about to write today.

So my parents are away for a few days. And this weekend, just so happens that my boyfriend and my best friend are busy with their plans. I know I have other friends that I could call, but these two are the only people that I feel like seeing at this time. No offense to my friends, but it’s just one of those days lol. You know… I want company but I don’t want to socialise? Yeah like that.

Being in an empty house is rather depressing. Although we mind our own business, but having my parents around… Well, at least there’s no feeling of loneliness. Going through the day without saying a damn word (except commanding Roxiie, but then again she doesn’t talk back), well I was going nuts. Just HAD to get out of the house. But where to? By myself.

After having (leftover) dinner, I went out to The Curve. The one spot that I could think of where I can hang out among the crowd, where the spots open til late. So first I took a walk checking out the street bazaar. Then I ordered a grande Frappuccino, sat outside in the chilly after-rain air, and listened to the street band playing. I only left when the band wrapped up. I guess I must’ve spent 2 hours at The Curve.

Music can heal the soul. Especially live music. Because, usually I’d hate to be alone when I’m hanging out, but today it felt fine. I guess it’s because the band was really good, that I was just simply enjoying my drink, and enjoying the air, and enjoying the music. I’m glad I decided to move my lazy bum and get out of the house. Kinda needed that…

I suppose I’m kinda used to being by myself anyway. For as long as I can remember, I never really had a gang of friends. Even during the times that I did, it either didn’t last or I didn’t click. Maybe it’s just me, I don’t do well in groups. Quality over quantity, right? But at times I think my quantity of quality is a little too small :/ That I end up by myself anyway lol.

C’est moi. C’est ma vie…

Birthday week

Birthdays get duller and duller by the year, don’t it? Especially in the late 20s and thereafter. As younglings, we always used to look forward to birthdays because we couldn’t wait to grow up and be an adult, and birthdays just couldn’t come any sooner. Not the mention, the excitement of receiving lots of presents lol.

But as the years go, the presents get less and less until almost nothingness. Now that we’re grown up adults, birthdays just mean that we’re getting old. And the years seem to fly by a little too quickly. What’s there to be excited about, you tell me. Probably the fact that we survived another year and still alive, yay :)

Anyway, enough whiny ranting, what goes on for my birthday this year? Kicked off with a joint birthday dinner twoSaturdays ago for November babies: Brandon, Jocey, and myself. Just a small simple intimate dinner at D’italiane Kitchen. Friends include Hurman, Vivian and Weiling. And of course, my Ravin :) Just a couple of hours of talking and joking and laughing. It was fun! Shared 4 starters (mozzarella carozza, stuffed mushroom, pizza, caeser salad), 2 mains (braised chicken, salmon alfredo) and 2 desserts (molten cake, caramelised banana). Stuffed!

On the following Tuesday, it was my parents’ turn to celebrate with me. Italian again lol. We went to Spasso Milano in Nihonkan Club. So classy la the place, but prices are ok la. We ordered a spaghetti bolognese, al funghi pizza and chicken piccata to share. Still thinking about the handmade pasta, yum… Since we shared the food, I didn’t get enough of the portion hehe. Shall return some time later!

Last Thursday was the actual day of my birthday. Didn’t apply for leave, so I went to work to rot in the office out of sheer utter boredom just like the day before that. No, really, I was lol. Should’ve been on leave on my own birthday. But anyway! Let’s not talk about work here, shall we. So! Nothing exciting at all during the day, but the night was great :) Quick snack during dinnertime with my two November baby buddies at the studio before… wait for it… Salsa class! Woot! As always, it’s fun and I love it. After class, went for late dinner with Ravin nearby. Pizza again lol. We shared a pizza and a chicken thing.

Then last Saturday Ravin took me out for a birthday dinner again because he said that the Thursday one wasn’t “proper” lol. We went to 1Utama and ate as Dave’s. He took me there cause they serve pork, and he knows I love pork. I ordered a pork baby back ribs plate and him, a parmesan chicken thing. Yummy :) After that we went to Secret Recipe and shared a slice of chocolate fudge cake.

And there you have it. Nothing special at all! The only presents I got was the iPod Nano from my sister (got it few months back lol), a lovely dress from Jocey (I got her a similar dress too for our birthday gift exchange), and a handmade softie keychain of a car from Chanel (she made it purple cause she knew I want a purple Myvi lol).

Health!

Went for a blood and urine test thingie recently, and I am not happy with the analysis. My body is crap! >.<

Compared to the average person, I thought that I’ve been trying to eat well already. Apparently that wasn’t enough. So now I wonder how much more crappier is the body of the average person… I must say, it really is difficult to maintain a healthy lifestyle especially in the city. To find time to exercise is one thing, and to actually eat well is another. Cheap junk crap food available everywhere, much to convenience.

To most people, I am “thin”. Well, I don’t feel “thin”, even though I’m technically underweight. And I don’t really wanna be “thin” either if I am not fit on the inside. I gotta watch my food intake now, reduce the meats (sigh!) especially. And work out more. Perhaps it’s high time that I start weight training like I’ve always wanted to.

Sure I’m kinda torn between life being short therefore gotta enjoy the good food, and needing to lead a healthy lifestyle so that we don’t fall sick. I guess there’s a balance here that I need to strike. I still wanna enjoy food, but at the same time stay fit.

Why suddenly so stressed about being healthy? Well, I seriously do not like how my blood analysis looked. I dunno much about medical science, but it doesn’t even look nice. For future’s sake, how can I have the assurance to carry a healthy baby inside me if my blood looks like that pathetic crap??

It’s gonna be a real challenge… But I gotta at least try.

My dark knight in shining armour

This is quite an overdue post… I’ve been really occupied and tired all week!

Ravin sent me the first message on the matchmaking site a week ago. After exchanging a few messages, we exchanged phone numbers the next day and started Whatsapp-ing. Like, all day long lol. And it continues to the next day, and the next. We met up for our first date this Monday (which happened to be Halloween night lol). We spent 4 hours at Chili’s. Nooo, I did not take that long to eat, thank you very much! We just really had so much to talk about that the times passed by so quickly :) Before we know it, the mall was already closed lol.

Although it was only the first date, I felt really comfortable with him. He’s a big manly man, but also such a sweetheart. We amazingly have so much things in common, it’s almost like magic! You know how you have things that u want to do in life, but it’s so unusual that you don’t even tell many people about it? We have THOSE kind of things in common, my eyes just lit up like, GASP! :D

The next day after the first date, he asked if I would like to be in a relationship with him. Yes, of course. I know it’s so soon, but… why not? Because it’s so soon. But why not?? I mean, that sort of chemistry is just unbelievably totally uncanny. I can’t explain it, but for both of us it just felt “right”. As though we’re made for each other, like we kinda have to be together.

We only met for the first time on Monday. It’s Friday today, and we have already seen each other 3 times. And we’ll meet again tomorrow :) Seriously I don’t know how to explain this, but it’s as though we’ve known each other much longer. We make each other feel happy without even trying at all. No stress. Maybe because we both were looking for the same things in a partner, we both share the same thoughts and values on general life, and we both want the same things for the future. Getting good feelings about this. So, why not?? :D

It’s only work

Disclaimer: No offense to the good men of the world. Merely directing my frustrations to the idiotic lot.

I don’t state my line of work in my matchmaking profile. Do you know why? Because it can be misleading and indirectly suggestive to the shallow minded hooligans. And then I get judged for what kind of a girl it makes me. Based solely on my line of work.

It’s only innerwear, for heaven’s sake. Underwear. EVERYbody wears em. My company’s brands’ concepts aren’t even erotic. I make decent, functional, quality undergarments. So I make lingerie. How does that justify to me being a kinky person who owns a lot of sexy lingerie? Dude, I only WORK here, aight. In a damn cubicle. On the computer. With paperwork. And then some.

Do not get me wrong. I really like my work. It makes me feel highly skilled to be able to have the creative eye to make my patterns look good using the CAD software. And very smart sense to be able to figure out all those complicated technical calculations and whatnot kinda shit. Mathematical logic, yo! I explain it to people and they’re all, “Say whaaat?”. Hehe personally amusing for me to confuse people :P

So anyway. Ok, I get it. I have a very uniquely rare job. I make bras, right? I can understand and accept the kind of excitement when you’re so intrigued about what I do and the industry itself as a whole. What pisses me off is when you judge me for the kind of person I am based on my job. Oh yeh. I get this every now and then. Saying mindless things like I should be proud because my work makes me sexy.

Excuse me? I mean like… Ex-cuuuuse ME?! Are you saying that if not for my work, I would never be sexy? Are you SERIOUS?? Dude, I’m not saying I am, but if I have the sexy swag, it definitely ain’t because of my JOB, okaaay?? Whaaat kind of a remark is that anyway =_= Lame as hell. Even after I’ve hinted that it’s offensive, you still went on and on and on. Pissifying!

I’m more than okay if you fantasise that my workplace has satin curtains, furry cushions, feather boas and a jacuzzi. But I’m not okay if u assume that I have the personality to match your twisted little stripper fantasies. Get my drift?

Juju’s hair-ology

Hair makeovers are not a suprising thing for me. What have I not done to my hair before?

Colour wise, I’ve done bright red streaks. I’ve dyed my whole head purple.

Style wise, hey I even had cornrow braids once! Drove me nuts for a week lol.

Cut wise, oh where do I even begin! Had a ‘lala’ style of a mullet, I’ve went long, with and without bangs, and I’ve went short, with and without bangs, even asymmetrical.

Never mind the past decade, just look at the evolution in the past 2 years alone!

2009: My fringe was the same length as the back initially, then I went for bangs.

2010: From that, I chopped it all off for a short do, before cutting it again for an asymmetrical style.

Then I just let it grow and grow, and I kept trimming the ends while waiting for the shortest layer to grow out. Finally it got long enough to be equal length with the rest of the hair. The halfway length was really annoyingly out of shape, not to mention boring. I wanted to do something different this time. What have I not done to my hair before? Hmmm… Hey, I did straightening before, but I’ve not had curls! Soooo…

2011: Hunted for an online voucher and found a good deal on Groupon. Aaaaaand ladies and gentlemen, I got curls!

Ok it’s not the most flattering photo, it does not do justice to how it really looks like. Gimme time to camwhore more, I just got it done just yesterday after all lol. Different, isn’t it?? So excited lol.

However!

I was so thrilled with my new makeover, but I received quite a number of negative comments on Facebook that put down my mood. I do not understand why do people discriminate short curly hair as being “auntie”. Why is it that when celebrities sport short curls, it’s trendy and cool. But when normal people do the same, it’s old?? Talk about double standard.

However I am relieved that when I went to work today, most of my colleagues like it. So it proves my theory that the photos do not do justice to how it really looks like lol. My hair’s got so much attitude now that it’s as though my clothes does not match up :P And I need makeup to work it.

The stylist that did my hair today was telling me that he did so many such perms when he was training in Japan, but extremely rare when he comes back to Malaysia. He sounded almost upset lol. He was complaining about most ladies going for normal long straight hair, or soft digital perms. “Very nice meh??” he said of those common styles. “They DARE or not do this kind of style!” refering to my new curls. I could tell that he was having fun with styling my sort “explosive” curls lol. He kept tweaking it all the way to the exit. I love this dude :P He advises what would look weird, and encourages what would look good. And he doesn’t push me for extra stuff like treatments and colour. He just asked, I denied, and that was it. If I could afford, I would come back to him for my hair makeovers!

Anyway, I totally agree with what he said. I’m not particularly upset that people dislike my new hairstyle. They don’t like it, fine whatever. But to criticise it just because it’s not common here, now that’s just unjust. You don’t have to like it, it is a very drastic makeover, I know. But it ticks me off that people kept saying that it makes me look like an ‘auntie’! Really?? Am I the first person to sport short curls? Give me a break… Please be more adventurous. It’s only hair *shrugs* pth~

You oughta know by now that Jules does not conform. The norm tends to bore me. I have my attitude and having constant change of “strange” hairstyles expresses it. Oh-kaaaaay? *snaps fingers and bobs head side to side* Mm-hm!

So! Why did I decide to go for such an outrageous drastic change in hairstyle? Because I very well CAN, that’s why! Duh~ And that’s the way I roll :D

Eventful!

I know, I know, I haven’t been blogging again lol. It’s been pretty eventful lately, I just couldn’t find the time! Or energy! Anyway here I am with a quick recap, here we go!

17th September, backstage duty for Talent Hub’s dance group’s performance at a big wedding. Was a dresser this time, because the dancers needed help with the quick costume change between the songs. 10 dancers and 5 dressers, almost chaotic lol. Was loads of fun!

18th September, part of a ‘team’ for John’s proposal mission. He planned a big deal to propose to his girlfriend. Oops, now fiancee, congratulations! There were fireworks, a banner, lots of candles, flowers, the works!

23rd September, dance social again! It was awesome, the turn up was good. Best of all, lots of people danced. I know I did, my feet hurt haha! But had great fun. The theme was Silly September, so yeah we were all a little silly…

24th September, Alfred’s wedding. Good to see my ex-colleagues from JS. Though I must say, I’ve never felt more Chinese, especially during the after-wedding “party” at Neway. Aaanyway, congrats to the lovely couple!

I already have stuff lined up to do in the following weekends. Facial appointment, hair makeover, eye check up, another wedding, etc… I’m sure more things will pop up. Along with my weekly dates with Derish. Four, so far, things seem to be going rather nicely :)